Rhonda Argabright

My name is Rhonda Argabright, I am a mother of 5 children, and i am here asking for your help! I have always taken care of my children to the best of my ability. Oct 16th 2005 i had my daughter athena march 15th my son aries i left there father after almost 5 years. after 4 years of mental and phisical abuse i walked away dec 27th 2007. Then i met a guy and got pregnant with my daughter grace, on a thursday morning i woke up soked in blood it stopped after an hour L&D said it was ok. The next day same thing so i decided to wash dishes from night before. I got my kids ready to have breakfast started water in sink and started feeling cramps seeing as i was weird i started watching the clock to relize that the cramps were 1-1 /2min apart so i got aholdd of my sister and we went to hospital to find i was fully in labor my cervix was at a 10, bad thing i was 25 weeks3 days into the pregnancy. my daughter was born premature, and her father wanted nothing to do with her. she was 1lb 10.4oz 12.5 inch. in april 2009 i got married and preg at tha same time. at 20weeks 4 days pregnant i found out that i was preg with twin boys. that oct i had problems with the pregnancy, i thought that i peed on myself but it was blood. It was the worst feeling for my 4 year old and 3 year old to come into the bathroom and see me covered in blood and say "mommy ur bleeding from ur kookoo" i had to have them go get my sister so i could find out at 28 weeks preg that i was having labor. OU medical hospital in Oklahoma is an amazing hospital that stopped the bleeding and contraction, but a week later same thing but worse so the kept me over night to watch me. that night i went to bed at 12am to wake up at 3am needing to pee, it was blood. Lots of blood, my boys were killing me from the inside out. There was nothing wrong with them just me bleeding so they had to take them out so i could live. Both my boys made it at 29 weeks, Angel 3lbs Andrew 2lbs 11 oz both 15in identical twins. We moved back to texas and my ex that i left in '07 offered to take the 2 oldest to help me out while the boys where in hospital. nov 2009 they went and was suppose to come home jan 2010. they r still with him and his wife who refuse to bring them back to me, even say that they went to court and got custody of my children, i never got papers to go to court. The twins stayed in the hospital for awhile and got out right before christmas. I moved into my own apt. and was alone all night with the twins and my daughter grace. The night was perfect no problems kids did great through the night. The next day kids was good until the twins 3 o'clock feeding, Angel did great he ate his 2ozes and went to sleep grace was watching. I started to feed Andrew, he ate 1oz i burped him and went to take a picture of him and give him a sec before eatting the other oz. when i looked down at my son he was blue/purple. my son was not breathing, i had to do cpr on him call 911 and make sure my daughter didnt get in the way. he went into the hopital over night. he was looking good i stayed at the hospital all night with him, the next day my friend who had the other 2 children called me to tell me that my other son angel andrew's twin did the same thing to her and that they was on their way to the hospital with him. angel was put on a ventaltor because he stopped breathing 3 times in 5 minutes time. andrew went home a week later as for Angel 6 weeks later on Feb 10th 2010 he passed away at the age of 3 months 10days old. in march andrew was back in the hospital for the same thing that his brother passed away from. a nurse refused to bath andrew so i did it myself with no nurse in the room. my son had throw up on him and i was not going to just wipe him with a wipie. The next day CPS was at the hospital stating that someone reported that i "propped" a bottle in my son's mouth and walked away leaving him to choke and throw up on himself. They called the nurse into the room and it was the same lady that refused to bath him. she stated that "miss argabright walked out of andrew's room and told me that she was leaving the hospital for awhile. i walked into another patents room and was in there about 5 minutes, i procceded to check on andrew to find him with a bottle propped in his mouth chiking and asperating"(throwing up) I clearly stated infront of here to the cps worker if this was true how come his monitors was not going off? if he was choking his monitor would have sounded and every nurse on the floor would have been running into his room. they agreed with me but the next day cps went to my mothers house and took my daughter and went to the hospital and took my son and put them in a foster home. I have been fighting to get my children back every sense. in sept they took my son andrew off the case and let my husband take him to el paso, tx and my daughter was with my cousin who we thought we could trust. the  only people i have been able to trust is people that i met when i was 17 years old. They have stood behind me the intire time when others was only there because they was trying to get my kids, but the sec they found out they couldnt get them they turned their backs to me and have not went to court sense. My cousin that had my daughter failed to follow court orders and had dogs on the property and a dog 6 feet from my sleeping daughter while it was giving birth to puppies so the cps worker took my daughter in nov and placed her back in foster home. I went to court Nov 10th to find out that now CPS is trying to termenate my rights to my daughter says that i am a bad mother and that i cant take care of her because i dnt have a job or my own house. People have kids and live with other people all the time every day but you dont see cps taking those kids. i am still trying to find a job, i have finished getting my ged, i didnt the parenting classes and the therapy, i got on meds to hellp with depretion of losing my kids and yet they still will not help me. i even got approved to start school to do my basics for lvn and got approved for pell grant to go to school but nothin, I have to go back to court on feb4th and i am asling yall to please help me sign this petition so that i can show the judge that i should have my daughter i should have all my children. I am not a bad motther, the only thing that i have ever heard anyone say about me as a mother is i dnt dissaplin them cus i dnt hit my kids i put them in time out. i hold my kids all the time. what is so wrong with that though? I rather hold my children and love on them then to hit them and make them think that i hate them and then they turn out to be bad kids growing up sayin the same things i did about my mother. so please I am begging you help me.